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Wednesday, May 26, 2010

IVY AND COVE











Sheena recently decided she wanted to start doing photography. She wanted to do some pics of my kids. I thought she did pretty well especially considering the environment we were in. It was a mad house with a bunch of kids yelling and screaming, Cove pooping non stop, and the dog barking. Sheen did a really good job. When I saw them on the camera that day I wasn't sure if they turned out but now I look at them and I really love them.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

SPINAL TAP

Yesterday I had my spinal tap. I am so happy everything went well with it. My mom talked to Aunt Genni on the phone about when she was diagnosed with MS. I guess when she got her spinal tap it didn't go so well. She told my mom it was excruciating pain while they were doing it and a migraine for 2 days. I feel really blessed that I didn't have to experience that. I didn't even get the usual head ache. I will get my results from the spinal and all of the blood work on Tuesday. I am scared but also very calm. I can really feel every ones prayers. I remember reading that on Amy's blog once and not understanding exactly what she meant. Now I know and I am very thankful.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Brain Lesions

About a year ago I Found a lump in my throat behind my tonsil. I didn't really think much of it but decided to watch it. It seemed to have grown a tiny bit so I went to a ears, nose, and throat specialist. He said he just thought it was a bone spur (yes in the throat) or calcium build up. I thought while I was there I would tell him about this ear problem I have had since I was 14. I told him that when I heard base and deep sounds my ear would flutter like somebody was tapping on a microphone. He said he wanted to do a CT scan to check the lump in my throat and a MRI to check for a rare brain tumor that could cause ear flutters.
Monday I had my CT and MRI. ( The MRI was awful. I made them take me out once because it was so small. ) On Tuesday I got a call from the docs office saying my CT was fine and there was no serious mass to worry about in my neck or throat. That was a relief but then later that day I got a call from the Doctor himself. I knew that wasn't good. First he asked me how I was feeling. He said it in a way that made me think he was surprised I was feeling so well. He told me my MRI came back and I had multiple lesions in the bottom part of my brain and 9 spots that should calcium deposits. He told me they were going to schedule an appt. with a neurologist.
Yesterday I went to the neurologist and she was so cool. To bad the office is stupid. First they told me my appt. was at 1 30 then I show up and 120 and the lady tells Curtis and I that we were really early and had a long wait. I asked her if my appt was at 1 30 and she said, "No We tell people their appt is a half hour earlier so they will be on time." I was so mad. Seriously, what is the world coming to. Lets change the standard for stupid people that can't be on time a screw over the punctual people. Lame! She acted like I was stupid for being on time. I told her that was stupid and that I was there on time and that's what everyone should do. She didn't say anything. They also didn't have my actual MRI there. They just had a paper that described my MRI. Luckily my doctor is really good. She told me she doesn't think the lesions are cancer and doubts they are tumors. She also said she will do everything to avoid brain surgery. Those were all things I was most stressed about. She was with me for an hour or more straight. She asked me a million questions, tapped me with a bunch of things, and had me walking laps in a tiny room. It was so funny. Then I got blood taken and they took 14 tubes. She said she was thinking it was either lupus or MS. There is also a small chance that I had a bad infection that scared my brain when I was younger. That's what I am hoping for. My tests aren't even close to being over though. On monday we will hopefully see the actual MRI and then I have a spinal tap. That's where they take fluid right out of your spine. It will take 45 minutes and then I have to lay there for an hour after. I am excited for the reading time. I am a little sad about not being able to lift my babies for 24 hours straight though. I think I have another MRI coming up too but I don't know when. This is crazy and doesn't seem real. Hope that this turn out to be nothing. I will keep you all posted.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Cove's Blessing






Cove was blessed Sunday by Curtis. It was such a neat experience. We weren't active when Ivy was blessed so my Dad blessed her. That was a good experience too, but it was such a different feeling knowing that Curtis was able to do it. It may sound weird but I was so proud. Him having the priesthood has made an obvious difference in our home. It has been such a blessing. Cove was so cute in his little outfit and he didn't fuss at all during the entire meeting. Ivy was funny. She kept looking around at the entire family (who took up the whole middle section of the chapel) way confused. I am so happy with my growing family.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

2 kids and 1 foster kid with a baby is ALOT!

Life has been so crazy. Getting used to a second child and a foster kid at the same time is really hard. I have a foster daughter who is 18 and just had a baby 3 days after I had Cove. We both had boys. It is a very interesting experience. It seems like I was just a teenager myself. I am trying my best but teenagers are hard. We have babies the same age but are in such different places in our lives. Even though this is a huge trial in my life it has been such a blessing. I feel like I have grown so much. It is really out of my comfort zone. Suddenly everything else in my life seems like it's not as hard anymore. Plus I like to think we are making a difference in her life too.