It's a Boy

I would like to say we are so happy we are having a boy but I don't know if we are so happy to even be having another baby yet. I wanted a girl but I don't really care now that its a boy. It will be nice for Cove and baby River to be so close in age. I really hope they are close. Part of me is happy to get the pregnancy part of my life over with but a way bigger part of me is really starting to freak out. I mean I have a 10 month old and I am having another baby in about 4 months. It should be a fun and crazy ride raising these kids. I just keep thinking to my self, I am so happy I have the trials I do in my life. Everyone has trials but some people's I could not handle. I am happy God knows that.